What’s your purpose?

Do you ever have moments where you question what the fuck you’re doing with your life? Everyone probably has them right but as someone who is a logical thinker I get stuck on how to fix that.

Just lately I’ve really been questioning what to do with my life. We spend the majority of our life working. We spend at least 8 hours a day there so it has to be something we enjoy. But what if you don’t know what you enjoy? Does anyone really know what would make them happy in life? I’m not sure I do.

This is where I get stuck. Where’s my checklist to work through to understand what I should do. I wanted to be a performer my whole life and I worked hard at it but it didn’t happen. Then I was going to go into accounting but for one reason or another that didnt happen either. I thought I’d try coding as that’s the future right? But I couldn’t quite get the hang of it. How many different things do I need to try before something clicks?

I’m a year and a half away from 30 and don’t feel like I have my life together. Other people feel this too right? It’s not just me surely? Ive given myself the task of trying to find something in the next year and a half that I can build on. I want to be successful in life and I’m extremely ambitious but where does that put me, you know?

I am struggling with this truly so any advice on how to get there would be great. I just want to feel a bit more complete and I think that starts from finding out what I want to do in life. Maybe a degree? Maybe there’s a book out there that can help, any suggestions? If anyone else feels like this please share and let me know how to work through it.

Life bitch!



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